All I want is a hug… But I can’t, because if I do I will break down, and then I’d have to explain, then my fucking intimacy issues would kick in and I’d have wrecked another friendship….
All I want is a hug… But I can’t, because if I do I will break down, and then I’d have to explain, then my fucking intimacy issues would kick in and I’d have wrecked another friendship….
That moment when cutting doesn’t even feel wrong anymore. Everyone’s stopped trying to stop me. So why should I?
Okay so you know whats always got to me? The fact that the first thing people think of after self harm is them being emo? No. You know what emo is? It’s a style of rock music. Please don’t go around comparing us to styles of music.
I hate that they think people self harm only for attention. I hate that people don’t even seem to have the mental capacity to realize there’s more than that. I understand that if you haven’t been in that position before its hard to get why people do it, but please don’t just judge and say its for attention.
I can’t stand that after someone finds out you’re self harming no one knows how to act around you. They are either so distant cause you’ve completely turned them off, or they are so over protective you can’t get a second silence. And I hate that look they give you, like is this the truth? Of course it is. Just because I spend all day smiling doesn’t mean I’m happy.
I hate it when people tell me my life is perfect and I want to shout at them, ‘No. I freaking hate my life. And hey did you know I’ve been self harming for a year and tried to commit suicide the other night? Fun fact!’
Please just stop judging and stereotyping. Speaking from experience, it makes you feel like shit.
